day one...again...

As my alarm went off at 4:35 AM, I wondered to myself, as I often do, "How did I get to this point?" How did I let myself go so much, gain so much weight, that I am now the largest I have ever been without being pregnant, and wear a size that has to have a "W" after the number?? (For all the men out there, or skinny people, "W" is for women...more generous cut than 'normal' sizes.)

But, here I am, again (are you noticing a pattern??!!) But I am hoping that today will be the start of something new, again. I have had too many "day ones" to count. This day one, however, has to be it. I am 36 years old, probably 70 lbs over weight, if not more, and just need to make the changes now before I die.

So I did go the gym this morning. Got there a little before 5 AM. Did some weights and 28 minutes on a Pre-Cor machine. Have eaten pretty well, and overall am feeling good. A little tired, but good. I work at a boarding school, and have dorm duty tonight, so I will be sucking wind, but it's OK. Hopefully I will sleep well.

til next time -
Mummy Q.